::~KnightJem~::

2011-12-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

nothing hurts more than this
need to get away from it all
<3

2011-07-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

haven't been here in awhile.

just thought i'd reminisce abit.

life has been okay for now.
it can be alot better,
but there's no need to go there again.

watching chuck alot now.
it's an awesome show.

been training pretty hard,
yet i'm still so pathetic in the pool.

can't give up yet,
not when i have nothing to lose anymore.

oh well.
i'd just like to remember the good times.
and i sincerely hope there'll be plenty more.

cheers ~

2010-04-15T20:43:00.003+08:00

furry ball of happiness?
sounds like a hyper-active hamster!

hahaha

my life has changed,
been alot happier than normal recently,
school ending is always a pleasure :D
now increased with reason (:

anyways school sucks,
gotta start studying yeah ):

BTW HI JAS (:
yes you want the doggy
its in my room now (:
hahaha

anyway school nationals next week
exams the following week or so
need more time!!

training nowadays are just a waste of time
go there, swim abit, lightning thunder, go home
XP most people enjoy it, but i rather be at home D:

anyway haven't been playing much,
after exams maybe,
need to find new games!
PSP games better come out in ENGLISH quickly.

and i'm trying to learn 1 2 3 4 on guitar
but lets face it i suck yeah (:

anyway gonna go into bed,
brother's not home so lets make the best of it.
G-nite people :D

btw snsd rocks (:

2010-04-12T15:27:00.003+08:00

awesome weekend! :D

saturday morning training
which was blehhhs cause its training
then me, alan, aloy went for breakfast
before going to SCGS carnival
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
you're probably wondering why i'm laughing
(: (: (: (:

breakfast!! :
2 Sausage McMuffins
+
Filet O' Fish Meal
Milo :D
at the carnival ++
3 subway double chocolate chip cookies (:
THEN I WENT ON THE METEORITE O.o
spin spun span round round round.
so fun (:
the carnival was okay i guess (:
saw rachel jiejie (:
best part of cause :
the awesome old-new friend ^^

then sunday! (:

wake up, fruity + cocoa pebbles for breakfast!
then went to Chinese Swimming Club
to celebrate my grandma's birthday!
fish and chips
+
BIG BOWL OF WEDGES WITH CHEESE :D
then i bowled a few games,
first game : 87 ):
second game : 115 O;

hahaha then chionged to HOGC (:
the usual people there, (awesome people too)
another meeting with awesome old-new friend ^^
then went home to finish my geography homework ):
which by now i still can't complete XD

anyways,
gotta go training soon.
haix, then do my geog tonight ):
good-bye my lonely untouched blog (:

2010-02-27T19:53:00.001+08:00

S I G H

2010-02-16T21:02:00.003+08:00

hello.

haven't you wished before that,
you had you're own little world.
where you could do anything you want.
some table with food would appear whenever you're hungry,
a pool of soda would appear behind you when you're thirsty.
when you think of talking to someone,
they appear near you,
to spend time with you.
sigh.

would i wouldn't do or give,
for my own little world.

anyway,
my cousin is quite cool (:
ahaha never actually talked to her before,
other than chinese new year maybe.
(:

and i can play the starting of,
heart of worship,
easily (:
chord changing takes practise,
but i seem to be able to do it,
strumming is tough,
for different songs D;

and,
back to training again.
bleh, at least breaststroke can reach 15m
underwater! (:

kaes father saying:
'' go to bed, got school tomorrow right??????''
sianzxzxz cyaz people.

valentines day 2009,
thanks ... T.T

2010-02-13T16:50:00.002+08:00

life is sian :(
what to do.

school doing pretty well.
training like mad.
and i still not happy.
fml
haix.

super pissing lah.
ask why i liddat.
you still don't get it
what the heck man.
why do i even try.

today had reunion dinner,
was okay,
cousins so quiet,
abit the boring.
Phone battery died.
PSP battery died.
iTouch battery dying.
HAIX FAIL

anyway hope tomorrow is better.
goodnights yo

2010-02-08T19:47:00.003+08:00

yay so happy!!
the photobucket thing
screwed my blog pictures.
NOW ITS BACK TO NORMAL
;D i don't have to change (:

another thing is,
i just finished training.
and it was insane.

500 3x100 500 3x100 500.
that was the paddle set.
next was
8x50 4x50 8x50 4x50 8x50 2x50.
8x50s on 45s.
4x50 on 1min 30s.
all out sia.

TIRING D;

anyway schools been okay.
i'm still ahead of most work.
except some parent,
sent an email saying,
someone in the class was ''disruptive''.
haha
not me luh i so guai (:

what else?
church was great as usual,
bible study and stuff,
but like,
i starting to be
damn stone/emo/dao.
cannot take anymore shit.
dunno larhh.
sanctification please.
:P

lmao i'm a big joke sia.
dunno why i liddat.
sigh sigh sigh.
joke joke joke joke.
i gotta eat,
dying from hunger.

sian gotta wake up tomorrow morning
training again cause afternoon i got CIP.
goodbye.

my posts :
(: --> ):
why?

where's the letter?

2010-02-04T20:08:00.000+08:00

hey esther khoo (:
haha ;D

school had 2 tests today
math and physics,
and both tests
i didn't know ONE question.
SIAN,

training set was insane lah,
what the,
INSANE INSANE INSANE

150 comp
50 kick
3x100 fast
(on your 200m timing split +2s)
4x50 comp.

x2

insanity,
and i think i suck at guitar );
sighs, wahlau,

what to do,
); );

haha alfred, ftw!!
(;
inside joke XD

haha anyway here's a great song to hear (:
and i want to play it ;D heh,
but i probably won't );

Cadd9
 Bright cold silver moon
G
 Tonight alone in my room
Am             G             F
 You were here just yesterday
Cadd9
 Slight turn of a head
G
 Eyes fell when you said
Am         G             F
 I gess i need my life to change
Am                  G              F
 Seems like somethings just not the same
                 G
 What could i say

CHORUS:
          Cadd9
 I need a little more luck then a little bit
          G
 Cuz everytime i get stuck the words won't fit
            Am               G
 And everytime that i try I get tongue tied
             F                G
 I need a little good luck to get me by
          Cadd9
 I need a little more help then a little bit
          G
 Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
          Am            G
 Cuz everytime i try to get tongue tied
             F                 G              C
 I need a little good luck to get me by this time

VERSE:
Cadd9
 I stare up at the stars
G
 I wonder just where you are
Am            G             F
 You feel a million miles away
Cadd9
 Was it something i said
G
 Or something i never did
Am           G            F
 Or was i always in the way
Am                G              F
 Can someone tell me what to say
                       G
 To just make you stay

CHORUS:
       Cadd9
 I need a little more luck then a little bit
          G
 Cuz everytime i get stuck the words won't fit
            Am               G
 And everytime that i try I get tongue tied
             F                G
 I need a little good luck to get me by
          Cadd9
 I need a little more help then a little bit
          G
 Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
          Am            G
 Cuz everytime i try to get tongue tied
             F                 G              C
 I need a little good luck to get me by this time


BRIDGE:
Cadd9
 I know it feels like again
G
 Dont want to be here again
Am
 And we could help each other
 F                    G
 Off the ground so we never fall down again
Cadd9
 And what it takes i dont care
G
 Were gonna make it i swear
Am
 And we could help each other
 F                     G               F         G
 Off the ground so we never fall down again...Again

CHORUS:
                 Cadd9
 I need a little more luck then a little bit
          G
 Cuz everytime i get stuck the words won't fit
            Am               G
 And everytime that i try I get tongue tied
             F                G
 I need a little good luck to get me by
          Cadd9
 I need a little more help then a little bit
          G
 Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
          Am            G
 Cuz everytime i try to get tongue tied
             F                 G              C
 I need a little good luck to get me by this time

BRIDGE:
Cadd9
 I know it feels like again
G
 Dont want to be here again
Am
 And we could help each other
 F                    G
 Off the ground so we never fall down again
Cadd9
 And what it takes i dont care
G
 Were gonna make it i swear
Am
 And we could help each other
F                     G               F         G
Off the ground so we never fall down again...Again

2010-01-31T22:12:00.002+08:00

G#
What is this love, given to us,
C#
It saved my life, the selfless sacrifice,
G#
Although we fail, the cross prevails,
C#
Forgiveness stands, you take me back again,

PRE-CHORUS:
Fm Gm G# D#
You showed me life, you've opened my eyes,
C#
So I give you my praise, Yeah I give you my all,
Fm Gm G# D#
You showed me life, you've opened my eyes,
Bbm
To the truth that there's no greater love,

CHORUS:
C# G# Fm
Now in the darkness, God's light shines,
C# G# Fm
Christ forever glorified,
C# G#
So come on, come on, sing out to God,
Fm D# C#
now with all we've got, we live,
D#
For you our God

G#

VERSE 2:
G#
Salvation strong, in Christ alone,
C#
The Saviour King, alone in victory,
G#
I step aside, give you my life,
C#
For you to move, do what you want to do

BRIDGE:
G#
I can't imagine life without, without you.
C# Bbm
'Cause its all for you, yeah it's all for you God,
G#
I can't imagine life without, without you,
C# Bbm
'Cause its all for you, yeah it's all for you God,

CAN'T WAIT TO LEARN THAT ;D
thanks mike and bobby teach me abit here there,
ITS SO EGGCITING HAHA (:
church never fails to make me feel great.
WAS SO SICK,
EAT MY MACDONALDS MEDICATION,
100% ALR (:
yeah its all for you God!!
followup was awesome (:
service was awesome!!
higher calling was awesome,
BY GRACE THRO FAITH (:

ohyeah! we had worship session,
wow it was, great (:
josh plays so well,
i wanna play like thatt!! XD
gotta get strings D;
QUICK QUICK ;D

(:
i gotta, calm down in bed (:
goodnight friends ;D

2010-01-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

i get scolded in training because,
i train like mad,
damn tired,
never go morning training.

my mum scolds me because,
i train like mad,
damn tired
never go morning training

at training its cause i miss training...
at home its because "i didn't sleep early"
so if i sleep early i not tired meh?
hello what logic is that o.o
tired sometimes cannot be slept away.
you sleep it gets worse.
lawl..

i just don't seem good enough D;
sigh nevermind,
life story.

school was bleh (:
but i think i understand everything so far
which is good, i'm catching up.

swimming,
i STILL TRAINED LIKE MAD,
after getting scolded,
wait my coach wouldn't say scolding,
SHE NAGGED LIKE A BIATCH D;
like omgosh can't you keep quiet for awhile?
sigh ..

btw :
final fantasy dissidia rocks,
and i'm getting of the computer more
to get on my psp (:
which is good and bad XD
heh

thanks justin for the game recommendation
;D ;D

i gotta go rest,
SLEEP EARLY,
was the message i got from mum.
was like wahlau..
nevermind i go lie in bed D;
goodnight peoples!

can't wait for chinese new year ;D
gong xi fa cai (:
is that correct?! XD

2010-01-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

i'm one word :
useless.

i'm not a good student
i'm not a good athlete
i'm not a good son,
i'm not a good brother,
i'm not a good friend,
i'm not a good person.

what the fuck am i?
i should just die,
cause i can't care less.

2010-01-27T14:50:00.003+08:00

do i really want to spend my life making and play computer games?
i just can't see much future in that,
maybe design animation, but that's really hard.
i have no idea what i'm going to do next time.
sure, should do something fun and that we enjoy
but it should be worthwhile...
that gets us a job next time.
BUT WHAT DO I ENJOY AND CAN GET A GOOD JOB?
do i get paid to play computer games all day long?
i doubt life is that good...
SIGH

what to do?
everyone seems to be choosing reasonable options
what am i doing?
games games games
diao...whats wrong with me.
sigh

school sucked,
didnt get to watch kungfu movie.
at least teachers think i'm improving.
congrats on those who got their choices of poly/jc

training soon, i think i'm going gym,
hopefully this year i do well,
or else i really wasted my freaking time.

i find that i haven't been doing stuff that's worth it.
when will i ever learn?
and why can't i find,
anything meaningful
can't find alot of stuff that i would like to have.
what anybody would like to have.
sigh

how much longer do i have to wait?
sigh
last thing i heard last night

:

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I've changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?

I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never

Knowing it might seems strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
Oh It's magic magic magic babe I've got a crush on you

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic magic cos babe I've got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic(oh it's magic) babe I've got a crush on you [x2]

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you

2010-01-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

i just miss the talks,
the fun 'high' times,
the things we used to do.
gone.

school was okay,
got away with not totally completing work,
which is so me.
used to it since primary school,
such a hard bad habit to break.

like what was preached in school.
always do the hard thing,
instead of the easy way out.
which is stepping out of your comfort zone.
which i'm finding very very difficult.
like cedric keeps encouraging me to talk to sec 1s
i find it abit insane for me to even say hi,
and so difficult.
but if i remain this way,
i can't bring more schoolmates to God.

i keep thinking that,
life is a big game,
which i'm not playing very well.
i keep doing the useless 'quests'
or 'missions'
instead of doing the ones that matter.

like the drama Pastor Joakim had.
that girl made such a difference.
and everyone can do too.
just doesn't seem like i'm trying.

ohmy this is such a bad post.
no smiley or sad face.
nevermind, always better to smile.
must not let other people affect me (:
here's a song to listen to (:
the first parts funny,
cause lindsay lohan refers to God as she (:
so feminist XD

anyway, i gotta go sleep
goodnight people (:

God wont talk to me
I guess she's pretty busy lately
I'd like to believe
She's listening

I'm starting to feel
All of my bruises imagined are real
And I'll get through each day
I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
Who's keeping score anyway?

And this is my beautiful life
only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

I talk in my sleep
Thats the one place i know no one can hear me
I tell myself things
Don't walk in the shadows
There's always tomorrow
And I'm right where i wanna be

And this is my beautiful life
only thing's certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive

It hurts while it's happening
I wanna feel everything
How can you know til you try?
And this is my beautiful life

My beautiful life
only thing's certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life [3x]
It's a beautiful lie

2010-01-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

rachel jiejie!!

sometimes i wish you never left,
so many things i wish i had you to talk to about
LIKE RIGHT NOW D;
depressed ttm D;
nevermindxzxz :P

i trained hard at training,
i did work in school,
i'm depressed over friendship,
and i don't know what to do,
and i need to restring my guitar
i'm gonna learn cords,
christian songs,
EMO SONGS A MUST,
whole reason to learn guitar,
sad sad sad times alone,
can't wait..

gotta sleep,
goodnight,

2010-01-25T15:16:00.005+08:00

JIE
i never knew i missed you so much
after that call, i can't wait for april (:
all the breakfast times
and the trainings
and the talks (:
somehow i miss it all
so much that i can't bear it, heh
but just hearing from you again
made me happy (:
thanks

+ macdonalds, my treat ;D
++ brownie!!!!! ;D

I'M ALREADY MISSING HOGC
D; D; D; haha (:

btw, hope you liked it (:
hope we stay connected
can give you more stuffz (:

HI JASMINE ! ! !
You're in my post k (:
book stacy more ;D

i'm gonna eat lunch now D;
starving, byebye

~!! NICHOLAS !!~

2010-01-24T20:56:00.008+08:00

HELLO(:
LIKE, TODAY
WAS A FUN DAY (:
UNO IS A SCHEMING GAME (:
TIME TO LIST
THE FAILS AND LAUGHS
OF HOGC (:
HEEEHEEE:

Top favourite!! :
May : 'i need a tan, i feel so white!!'
HUH!?!?!? WHITE IS A FEEEELINGGG? (:
heh

while playing uno,
joanna had 2 cards left
1 wild and one blue 6
she says UNO
smiling to herself so happily
then puts the blue 6 by accident
then 'EHH OH NOOOO' D;
hahahahahaha!! (:

Evonne:
SUPER DUPER UBER
CRAZY ABOUT TAKING PHOTOS
like whattt
hahaha (:
' OMGOSH OMGOSH SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE '
haha (:

Yee Siong:
laughing at josh saying jump jump jump during a still shot,
shouting too much,
COUGH, talk again
COUGH, shout again
COUGH, COUGH COUGH
aiyo haha (:
(btw yeesiong bullied me in uno D; )

Bobby :
nicholas says you da chinaman (:
bob the builder with nice shoes :P

Nicholas :
(in a cute cute voice)
'yeesiong we go subway k?'
hahahaha

Mike :
i want your long hair D;
lol

Marcus YipYipYip :
walks to me:
'YAY YOU'RE HERE'
then gets called and disappears
hahahahahaha D; pangsehhh

and on the way home in the mrt
got one small litty boy sit next to me
reading a story book about Jesus
like omgosh so cute haha (:

yes today was awesome (:
haha can't wait for next week (:
oh followup was great
(:
thanks cedric for the awesum drawing XD
thanks evonne for praying for me (:

its gonna be quite an awesome 2010 (:

btw school tomorrow haix P:

HAI CHERYL TAN ;D

Because of You, I was born again
Because of You, I’m ransomed by Your grace
Because of You, my heart has found a home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You’ve broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me.

Because of You, the weak say "I am strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heaven, be open
Our God is, unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that “You are God”

2010-01-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO JAS
YOU ARE
IN
MY
POST
K!!
(:
hahahaha

anyways
training wasn't bad!!
even tho i was aching
ALL OVER D;
and dying,
dying,
dying,
SIGH SIGH SIGH ):

and school was FUNNY
SORRY XIANG I STOLE YOUR EZ-LINK AGAIN
THEN YOU HAD TO
FIND MY HOUSE
TO GET IT BACK XD
i'm so mean
kill me please p;
heh

what else?
SEE LAH
AUD + JAS
how to blog longer,
nothing to talk about alr
hmmm,,,,,,
saw lalablah, today
after idk how long she did gym,
and erm,
OHYES
MY
FAVOURITE
PART :

SUNDAY IS COMING (;
heh

early hello :
BOBBY
EVONNE
YEESIONG
NICHOLAS
MARCUS (YIPYIP)
hahaha
can't wait yo
but this week no movie hangout
haixxx
would prob have to leave earlier
OHYA
followup (;
heh
heh
heh

time for me to sleep
tomorrow morning training :P

here's a nice song to say bye-bye (:

Our God Saves - Paul Baloche

In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son
In the name of the Spirit
Lord we've come

We're gathered together
To lift up Your name
To call on our savior
To fall on Your grace

In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son
In the name of the Spirit
Lord we've come

We're gathered together
To lift up Your name
To call on our savior
To fall on Your grace

Hear the joyful sound of our offering
As your saints bow down, as your people sing
We will rise with You, lifted on Your wings
And the world will see that
Our God saves, our God saves
There is hope in Your name

In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son
In the name of the Spirit
Lord we've come

We're gathered together
To lift up Your name
To call on our savior
To fall on Your grace

Hear the joyful sound of our offering
As your saints bow down, as your people sing
We will rise with You, lifted on Your wings
And the world will see that
Our God saves, our God saves
There is hope in Your name

Mourning turns to songs of praise
Our God saves, our God saves

Hear the joyful sound of our offering
As your saints bow down, as your people sing
We will rise with You, lifted on Your wings
And the world will see that
And the world will see that
Our God saves, our God saves
There is hope in Your name

Mourning turns to songs of praise
Our God saves, our God saves
Our God saves, our God saves
Our God saves, our God saves

2010-01-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAHA (:
STUPID CAT FREAKED ME OUT,
i trying to do facebook,
come from underneath the table
MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW
WTPONGGGG
SCARED THE DAYLIGHTS OUTTA ME
(:
then stroke abit go away,
WLAU PANGSEH
XD

anyway,
nothing much to post!!~
SCHOOL : BLEH
i love slacking,
FREE PERIOD POA's (:
heh

AND YESTERDAYS
GYM
FREAKING
KILLED
MY
LEGS
D;
GYM = MEANIE
(:

could barely walk in school,
then they make us do some
stupid exercise at the start,
THEN I GOT PE AFTER RECESS
SIAN SIAN SIAN
heh

but what to do?
gotta work like siao
);

lets post about the few people i talk to today
::

STACY
=
BLOODY SLACKER (:

SHER
=
DAOERDER D;

GOHXIANGRONG
=
SORRY I ALMOST LOST YOUR EZLINK XD

CEDRIC
=
IDK WHETHER SHOULD BRING PROJECT :P

CHERYL TAN
=
GO SLEEP (:

kaes i should go sleep too (:
CRAWLING TO MY BED BYE (:

BACK TO EMO P:

here it is :

2010-01-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

hi everyone :P
who comes here D;
anyway just finished watching
GLEE lol
quite a nice show,
but today's episode felt like it was a movie
heh (:

school really has me tired out,
and i really think
i should be doing better,
sigh
what to do? D;

training was screwy,
did gym some insane sets,
then played half hour basketball
14 ppl halfcourt
7 vs 7 running around
NO SPACE but so tired
then training was slack blah blah
but ended freaking late

erm yeah,
thats about it,
thanks cheryl, aud (:
reminding me to blog :P
here it is (:
lol

~ Don't Stop Believing ~ (:
lol nice song :P

(:

heh i'm still hacking my game (:

Whats wrong with me?!

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D; D;

Thanks CT your failure made me smile (: btw can't blog with iTouch nights (:

2010-01-17T21:47:00.004+08:00

2010-01-16T20:45:00.001+08:00

STILL EMO );

SORRY D;

it all takes my breath away.

Friend Of The Day : Cheryl Tan (:

2010-01-16T19:31:00.002+08:00

HEH HEH ;D
thanks cheryl (:
today got better
fast ;D
anyway, tomorrow is almost here,
churchchurchchurch ;D

(:(:

but the weekend disappears so fast!
like omg, soon it's gonna be monday
and monday probably will suck again
heh oh the negativity of me (:
i need more friends making me happy,
and right now there's one
AWESOME
BEST BEST
PERSON
making me happy,
yup you know who you are luhh
ego ego ego ego :P
nevermind thankss (:
heee
(:
btw you should blog more often kay,
i'll remind you (:

I SHALL, MSN
THEN SLEEP (:
BYE-BYE

2010-01-16T14:24:00.002+08:00

haix, super super sian,
what the pongg ):
so boring sia
kena owned at training
stupid coach keep scolding me
WHY NEVER DO GYM,
WHY NEVER COME MORNING
haix...
i need an escape,
and my escape is sunday's ;D
tomorrow couldn't come any sooner (:

school work sucks!!~
hate the super hard D&T project
i don't know how else to
design it already XD
HOW ELSE CAN I MAKE IT CREATIVE
pulling my creativity to the max
haix i should be working on it now
but i'm too lazy (:

SIGHS,
i probably broke the record of sighs per day/week/month/year.
SIGH =.=
don't know whats wrong with me,
keep trying to be happy,
and at points of time,
one song can make me feel like dying~
sigh....
nothing for me to do,
shall i do my work? D;

well,
like i said
tomorrow,
please hurry D;
good-bye.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4t01TiHDUeA
life : sigh

2010-01-15T19:30:00.003+08:00

DIAO D;
training started like shit,
i went into the gym at 4.30++
did 13 pullups (NEW PERSONAL BEST)
so happy for myself ;D
then didn't continue gym (:
THEN
my coach come out
CHINESE TO ENGLISH
TRANSLATION :
"WHY YOU NEVER COME MORNING TRAININGS?!"
"ALSO NEVER DO GYM"
"SIT THERE WATCH OLDER BOYS DO"
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"

freaking pissed me off sia
so then i went in,
first person in the water btw,
first person to finish warm up set,
waiting for 5x300,
i chionged 5x300
3.37
3.35
(take out pullbuoy)
3.36
3.33
3.18
(:
T H E N
6 sets of 25m, 35m, 50m
2 sets kick
2 sets pull
2 sets swim

i missed first kick set ;D
came back for the 50m
did a 37s for 50free kick ;D
then other kick set so-so
then pulling ah
SCREW THOSE WHO
FKING SLACK THE 25m, 35m,
then 50m come fight =.=
i not happy own them ;D
then last set of swim
we changed to relay ;D
MINI-RELAY
25m change ;D
1 relay free 1 relay fly
my group won both heh ;D

anyway school's boring
chapel was bleh
i had fun at least,
D&T ROCKS
I LOVE MY TEACHER LET ME USE
iTOUCH AND PHONE IN CLASS
;D ;D
well i go continue on the design journal XD
byebyes!!

YIP!! : hi lol yeah i had a blog for awhile just never update last time,

BTW SOMEONE SHOULD GET WELL QUICKLY ;D

why do i still emo so much?!

2010-01-14T19:41:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna make this short (:

i've just gotten my D & T design journal D;
started doing it
i'm like super hardworking now kaes (:
heh
and like omg i sucked in training
i died i died i died i died D;
and i gotta go morning training tmr
SHIT BLEH D;
i don't know what else to put alr (:
i'll just go work on my design journal ;D
listen to emo music D;
byes (:

Evonne : hello ;D
Danny : eh hello! get well man :D

i can barely think of you
without hurting D;

2010-01-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

why doesn't anybody come here );
screw me yeah );
heh obviously i'm still emo-ing
my heart got screwed too badly D;
i guess i just gotta use this blog as a diary :P

ANYWAYS,
training was fun (:
my basketball throw was ownage ;D
super weird today,
i'm coaching zhonghui how to swim freestyle ;D
yesterday i chionged my ass off too :P

erm school is,
boring but i'm so much better
i'm actually feeling proud of myself
FOR ONCE ;D
teachers say well done keep it up (:
i was like :
"huh, who me?!"
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

nothing else to say,
thanks cedric, for seeing me today man
i'm like omgosh hoGc is just
pure ownage ;D
BARKER MAD ABOUT YOU ;D
revival please thank you (:
BENJI KAI PLS FOLLOW ME TO CHURCH D;

this is to those who finished o's
whats done is done (:
even you aren't proud of it
thinking "i should have done better"
there's always an up and down to life
this may be your down
so just take a chill pill
and smile at the world (:

WHAT'S THAT VERSE AGAIN?!
OH YES :
I THINK ITS :
Philippians 4 : 12
i have learnt the secret to being happy at any time in everything that i do ;D
(:
love ya guys ;D

GOODNIGHT

I HAVE YET TO STOP EMO-ING

my heart has died,
with your knife in it

2010-01-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

Empty Hands held high
Such Small sacrifice
If not joined with my life
I sing in vain tonight

May the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to you

Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign your name
to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You

LORD, I give my life
A Living sacrifice
To reach a world in need
To be your hands and feet

So may the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You

Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
Let my lifesong sing to You

today,
we had filming of andre's tv viewing,
and i felt like dying inside,
my good good friend,
now gone,
and their making me remember it,
its like pulling a dagger from a wound,
the bleeding stopped,
sigh, what to do? D;

and i just can't bear,
to screw up 'N' levels,
the pressure it on,
and i HATE it,
somemore i'm training like mad
haix,

i just don't want to get
straight B3's for 'O's
which is freaking 15 points,
):
i comfirm, not getting lower than 10
somemore i doing L1, M1, B3
english, I WANT A1 OR A2
or not i'm embarrassing my ancestors D:
heh :P
Maths, HAIX B3 or A2, (I WANT)
B3 =
Design & Technology,
THIS YEAR IT SUCKS SO HARD D:
Combined Science:
PHYSICS + CHEMISTRY
I WANT AT LEAST A FREAKING B3
cause my chem teacher is kinda good
and physics i'm working at it :D
Combined Humanities:
Social Studies + Geog,
I'M SCARED......
SS i gotta listen up but i can't write it well
and geog, sigh geog, ):
i don't know what to expect anymore

anyway gotta go sleep, or else tomorrow i'm dead
:P training sucks cause AHTIONG so fast D;
kaes goodnight peeps (:

I'M STILL TRYING TO STOP EMO-ING
our hearts aflame

2010-01-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

hello people,
i'm feeling very down,
with the o's results,
my bestbest good best friend,
didn't get where she wanted,
sighh i don't want to be like that D:
and i don't want her to be depressed,
i want her to grow so much more,
in life, in God
i've gotta start praying MORE for her (:
take care

anyways,
THANKS AUD
kaes i'll accept my haircut XD
and Jasmine!
ur blogs nicer!!
and link me when you get the chance

BTW I LOVE MY CG IN HOGC :D
can't wait for sundays (:
they brighten my week after disappointment
:P

i'm going to try to stop emo-ing

2010-01-06T16:13:00.002+08:00

sigh
i'm so gonna fail maths again,
got some noob teacher same as last years
sighhhh
life's not getting any better
and i doubt it will D:
screw me
training's gonna kill me,
but at least i THINK i get to play basketball today (:
and,
I've got some shit homework already
and it's super complicated to do D:
SIGH

PS :
STOP LOOKING AT ME AND SAYING
"eh your haircut very nice!! (DRIPPING SARCASM)"
=.=

love never runs smoothly
but why did it have to end?

2010-01-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

maybe i should just fucking commit suicide,

can't take anymore bullshit
FMLTTM =.=
screw me

2010-01-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

haven't been here in the longest time :P
school's back to schedule, and we all hate it
something about my life sucks so bad suicide is such a perfect way out,
EVERYTHING KPKB ....
school, everything is starting again, screwing my life up 99% D:
fml sia =.=
swimming, SATURDAY AFTERNOON NEVER COME
MONDAY MORNING NEVER COME WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
DIAM LA, STFU D:<
school just freaking started and you expect me to do my 9 times a week ah =.=
then mum calls when i say i not going morning training and says,
starting this habit again ah, don't go don't go
waste my money in kunming
LIKE I SAID SCHOOL JUST STARTED =.=

Life's really out to get me, and i have no means of fighting back
so what the hell am i supposed to do?

i haven't even stated my hardest problems

2009-06-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

hello peeps (:
time to say hello
usually when i blog i'm some frustrated piece of crap :P
now i feel happy! LMAO
well sort of...

HOLS ENDING OMFG NO )):
anyways once i get back to school life sucks again yeah?
hmms
listening to Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core
and their all damn saddening songs :P

anyways justin and i have been changing games XD
like from Lunia (which was okay)
to Luna (no I this time and it was er.. so-so la)
then now
PKO PS (Pirate King Online Private Server)
and it rocks XD :P

and i just found out my typing is good!
from a facebook game : typing maniac :P
go try it out (:

anyways gotta go sleep or can't wake up tomorrow ):
goodnight peeps (: cya

2009-06-08T10:31:00.001+08:00

Before The Earth
Before All Days You Knew Me
Formed In Your Image
Made In Your Likeness You Loved Me
The Light Of Your Word
The Truth Of Your Promise Guides Me
The Power Of Your Mercy
The Love Of Your Grace Deep Inside Of Me

It's The Depths Of Your Love
Moving In The Depths Of Me

I Believe
In The Power Of Your Name
I Believe
In The Promise Of Faith
I Believe
In The Love Of A God
Jesus My Saviour
I Believe, I Believe

Speaking To This Mountain
To Move Into The Ocean
With Your Authority Given To Me
No Matter What Happens
Here I Am Standing
On The Hope Of Your Word
Promised To Me

this song is just awesome man (:
another one >>

Empty hands held high
Such small sacrifice
If not joined with my life
I sing in vain tonight

May the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You

Chorus:
Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign your name to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You

Lord, I give my life
A living sacrafice
To reach a world in need
To be Your hands and feet

So may the words I say
And the things I do make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to you

Chorus:

(2x’s)
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Let my lifesong sing to You

sing these songs in HOGC (:
next one isn't :P

Standing here in Your presence
Thinking of the good things You have done
Waiting here patiently
Just to hear Your still small voice again

Holy, righteous, faithful to the end,
Saviour, healer, redeemer, and friend

I will worship You for who You are
I will worship You for who You are
I will worship You for who You are
Jesus (repeat)

My soul secure, Your promise sure
Your love endures always (2x)

AWESOME

2009-05-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

someone said my blog is dead so i shall post (:
hahas well exams are screwed, as usual
and wtf why do people PLAY games like retarded crap like that?!
i mean, people who make the games or enjoy the games, get a life.......seriously

yeah, i have NO idea whether i'm going red rain...whats the point?
go there, for a couple of hours, see a few friends, NOTHINGS CHANGED
whats wrong with me?!

i don't know..

2009-04-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

I'm deleting my previous post :P

200IM 2.15.??
200BK 2.15.??
50Free (Relay) 26.42 LOL

sian

SUBWAY COOKIES ROCK :D

and i can't believe someone forgot i was secondary 3 ):

2009-03-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

today was like damn damn freaking super fun!!
hahaha btw happy birthday sherwin! (:

first of all we all met at Carls Jr. at 11.30 for lunch
we = ::
Aloy
Alan
Clement
Goldwin
Sherwin
Zhijie
Zhonghui
ME (:

then we went to play one round of dota

SERIOUSLY ZHONGHUI YOU SUCK :DD

then we went to watch MallCop at 1.40!! HAHA JOKE MAN THAT SHOW
:DD
then after that Aloy, Alan & Zhijie had to go so they left ):
then we met charles at lan shop cos he was going to be late
then we played DotA Counter Strike which was like damn fun from like 4.30 - 6.30++ hahaha so fun!! :DD
then went home :P

today may seem like a boring day to those who read it but
it was fun (:
hahaha tomorrow got SCHOOL + TRAINING )):
back to the land of crap ):
byes people! :D

2009-03-28T06:29:00.003+08:00

hello
i was supposed to blog yesterday
but couldn't be bothered :P
harhar

school sucks man
training sucks man
what doesn't suck besides games?
LOL
some friends are there for you
some are causing the problems
sigh yup i'm officially crazy
ty

o.o

started a cute game in facebook(:
super fun harhar =.=
anyway gonna change blogskin soon
gotta go training soon siannNnnN
bye..

EPIC FAIL FTW

2009-03-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

took long to get on blogger XD

SNAG IS OVER(kinda long ago)
100 back 1.03.04
200 back 2.16.??
200 IM 2.17.19
400 free 4.15.??

?? means wobuzhidao

lol

SIAN School is starting tomorrow
argh
sigh
haix
omfg
ahhh
)):

school sucks to the max and i'm not ready
wellllll::
thurs and fri had some swimming camp thing for 100m sprinters
i wonder why i was selected for it
DIED during the camp
insane lor the people there like so imba and fast
i was like )): slow haha nevermindd
got one set under Gary which was:

4x100 IM switch (fly/back , back/breast, breast/free, free/fly)
4x100 Free/Back
2x100 (200back target time negative splits)
this set x 3
arghh
negative splits is like second 100 faster than first 100
sighh :P

i gonna go off yeah cya (:
PLEASE TAG :DD

2009-03-14T18:04:00.002+08:00

hello whatever peeps that come here (:
haha
NAG first 2 days were great haha
qualified for seaage I THINK haha
So far did 3/4 events but still have 3 more finals
100back heats: 1.03.56 Finals: 1.03.04 (tied for first place)
200IM heats: 2.17.08 Finals: TMR
200back heats: 2.20.16 Finals: TMR
hahaha(:
besides those finals still have 400 free straight finals XP
hee twily's the one and only for me(: darling XP
gtg byes (:

2009-03-10T19:30:00.002+08:00

I

GIVE

UP

i'm just giving up chasing you
its not fun keep going down this one way street

2009-02-22T11:36:00.002+08:00

Love Bug - Jonas Brothers

Called you for the first time yesterday
I finally found the missing part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you outta my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
Oh! Lovebug again

hello everyone (:
how's life?
weekends always go so fast
its just SO depressing man ):
sigh well
not much to say
been training alot
haha yesterday got
TEST SET
its either 2x100 or 200 metres +++ 4x50
i did 200 back wif zach and sherwin
zach did 2.14 (WTF) i did 2.25 sherwin did 2.28 (:
4x50 did with sherwin and clement
did first one back which was abit the suck = 35 i think
2nd one free 30s (i seriously died man)
3rd one breast 38s haha all my 50s suck
4th one fly did 31.5 XD
well gonna go play PET SOCIETY
go play facebook its nice (:
byes

2009-02-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

whose that in the reflection? =o
i give you a hint
one of them is me (:

hahahaha went out today with someone(:
was super duper fun
3/4 yes 1/4 idk hahaha <3

watched Valkyrie(:
was super nice!
but the shooting was so sudden
couldn't help jumping
hahaha someone jumped with me tooo (:
sighh Hail Adolf Hitler! (with your fingers crossed so its NOTTT)
XD hahahah anyway ate long john silver (: shared with someone
haha tomorrow gonna slack (:

those of you people who kinda like something to do with adolf hitler or assassinations watch valkyrie its kinda nice (:

well cya peeps

PLEASE TAG WHEN VISITING (:

2009-02-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground,
I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds
-Mayday Parade

And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe
(And I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(Why you left in paragraphs)
Why you left in paragraphs
(The words were nearly over us)
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every wave drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark

So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every wave drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

If you'll sing to me sweet until then,
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know of me again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death

Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your hand
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every wave drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

2009-02-05T19:36:00.001+08:00

Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
(Meet The Robinsons) :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZDKvanLaDo

Let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder,
Don't you know, the hardest part is over, let it in,
Let your clarity define you in the end,
You will only just remember how it feels.

Our lives are made, in these small hours, these little wonders
These twisted turns of fate, time falls away,
But these small hours, these small hours, still remain.

Let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you, let it shine,
Till you feel it all around you,
And I don't mind, if it's me you need to turn to, we'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end.

Our lives are made, in these small hours, these little wonders
These twisted turns of fate, time falls away,
But these small hours, these small hours, still remain.
All of my regret, will wash away somehow,
But I cannot forget the way I feel right now.
In these small hours, these little wonders, these twisted turns of fate,
All these twisted turns of fate, these twisted turns of fate
Yeah, times falls away
But these small hours, these small hours, still remain.
They still remain, these little wonders, all these twisted turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours, these little wonders
Still remain.

OMG THIS SONG IS FREAKING NICE (:

2009-01-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

Omg school's started
look how weirdo i look haha
omg lol long pants xD well
i dun mind putting here cos nobody comes here anyway
well gotta go for training..
bye

2008-12-25T15:21:00.004+08:00

23rd December 2008 was fun
went out with Theresa, Van, Sheryl, Sher
Watched twilight
quite okay la

Today went to City Harvest Church
bored to death
now i have absolutely NO IDEA what to do
help help help

school's starting soon
which is kinda good so not bored every single day
i'm not sure whats going to happen next year
or sec 4 or sec 5
sigh
i just hope someone will be there to watch over me

Ima go sleep or i dunno what

merry christmas everyone
happy new year

hope you liked the powerpoint :D

2008-11-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I went to Fina World Cup and got pwned
kena overtaken by some pro shit man
hmmmmm
4.31secs
suck like shit omg
training isn't as fun anymore )=
sobs

Harhar Heroes season 3 out whooo
Sylar (if thats how u spell it) cannot be killed
xD
eh gotta go for training
core work blahblahblah
bye

If I Could Fly
And Be Invisible
That Would Be The
Best

First Post For A Long Time

2008-10-30T15:50:00.007+08:00

Hello peeps ;D
had to change blogskin before bringing it back
well
probably people still won't come here
just do this for fun :p
i like this blogskin
hitsugaya toushirou
:p

this weekend got some competition...
gonna get screwed
well i gotta go for training soon..
bye-bye :D

2008-08-23T08:51:00.000+08:00

Half Alive - Secondhand Serenade

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

2008-08-03T20:21:00.003+08:00

oh how i wish i was popular

i feel as though my life is meaningless
every weekend i feel so friendless
it's as though i don't exist
i feel so very lonely

why is it always me who has to start most of my conversations?
why can't someone say "HI" to me first?
am i invisible?
i can't understand

it's only when people want things from me then they ask
besides that mostly nothing
well in school its alright
training too
but the rest of the time
i'm seriously very very upset
i only have one question :

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?

i feel like giving up..
i'm really really really talkative right?
and i don't have anyone to talk to so
there's just a very big problem
sigh my life ~~sucks and~~ doesn't seem to have a point
and most people won't even see this post..
anways gotta go now.
bye

2008-08-03T17:02:00.000+08:00

Yeah, here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind

Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won't get loose

Truth is you can stop and stare
Bled myself out and no one cares
Dug the trench out, lay down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere

Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out

Go, stop the show
Chop your words in a sloppy flow
Shotgun, opera, lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go

Mama help me I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain him, he knows he works

Fuck this hurts, I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I won't be satisfied

So why try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out

I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face this
I pulled myself so far
I'll make you, face, this, now!

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away

Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out

Bleed It Out - Linkin Park - Minutes To Midnight

2008-08-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

Stranger - Secondhand Serenade (Ty E.k.)

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

I'm missing you so very much

2008-07-26T15:17:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna make this quick >.<
schools been fun now that we invented a new school rule:
handphone is allowed just that cannot let teacher see xD
LOLS so we're all playing different games la
pokemon also got lol :D

training is MAD-NESS
can die la lols
the land training is worse than the training -.-
sian

anyway besides that there's not much
tomorrow maybe will go church
gotta go for training now
): bye

Well you dawned me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love, love, love, love
Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

(Skat)
Won't you come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear
(Skat)

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see you clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a face and I laughed
I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
I like one big family (2nd time: I like happy family)
It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

2008-07-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

i'm sorry

2008-07-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hi..
200 IM : 2nd with a time of 2.18 (no comment)
Relay IM : 32secs for back? -.-
Relay Freestyle : 27.62 haha JL say should be 26.72 LOL
I did NO OTHER EVENT...
nothing else alright?!

erm yea yesterday and todays "training" was fun at least :D
school first day after competition got DC -.- bloody bitch
anyway i HAVE to do well
in every aspect i have now
especially (bleah) chinese lol
anyway good luck to primary school peeps

now the weather is getting worse rainrainrain
but at least its not hot :p

well i don't have anything else..
if u chat with me on msn and i'm not there means i'm like playing a game
cabal mostly :D

life still isn't good enough
i think i'm rather depressed with the situation i'm in
well i got myself into this
now i wanna go back ACS(I)
): nvm thanks for visiting

bye(:

Say a prayer
The summer nights are dead
The fall is coming
We were careless hearts
Who got caught up in this

You were shy
To the night you drove me wild
And you crashed into me
And I won't lie
I wish it lasted a lifetime

Please stay-ay-ay
Won't you stay-ay-ay
Tonight

Breathe in deep
And say goodbye
The saddest song
I'll ever write
For anyone, anytime

Breathe in deep
Before I say
I can feel us slip away
You're almost gone
You're good as gone
August is over

Now we wait
Cause August had to end
All our bags are packed
Just two broken hearts
That got caught up in this

I deny
That tomorrow you'll be gone
And so far from me
It's something strange
Never love the same way

Please stay-ay-ay
Won't you stay-ay-ay
Tonight

Breathe in deep
And say goodbye
The saddest song
I'll ever write
For anyone, anytime

Breathe in deep
Before I say
I can feel us slip away
You're almost gone
You're good as gone

We can try to drown it out
But it never stops breathing
We can take it all in
But it never slows down
We've come down from that cloud

Well say-ay-ay
What you gotta say-ay-ay
Please say-ay-ay
What you gotta say
Whoa-a-oh-oh
Whoa-a-oh-oh

Breathe in deep
And say goodbye
The saddest song
I'll ever write
For anyone, anytime

Breathe in deep
Before I say
I can feel us slip away
You're almost gone
You're good as gone
August is over
We're not the reason
August is over

2008-07-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

School nationals...
ahhh it SUCKS
.....
What the hell's wrong with me...
still second
bronze : "at least you got something"
gold : "you the best!"
silver : "congrats! you..ALMOST won...."
WTF...

well...improvement on timings by 1 sec =.=
tomorrow got 100back and 50 free (relay)
sian la cannot take it
am i invisible?
or just unfriendly.
well some people call me emo
i guess...

you know..
life is getting dull
dull,boring,stupid,no point?
all the same.

it's cause i have no life
i haven't gone out since...well
a long time!..
and breakfast doesn't count
i'm just sitting in front of my computer..
diao =.=

i'm giving up

i'm getting worse as the days past
i need a friend..but they all disappear
so..goodbye

Don't Speak Liar - We The Kings

Just sit back
And tell me
I'm a liar for this
Don't roll your eyes
Rewind
This happens
Way too many times

So sit back
And tell me that your
Tired of this
I know
I'll grow up someday
But it's 2am
And I'm too high and dry
And I won't come down soon

So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar

Sit back
And tell me why
I'm so prone to this
Do you think I'm fond of
Getting you and letting you down
And I'll get mine soon

So when I come back
I won't say a word
I know
I've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
You've heard this before
Don't speak, liar

And if the story ends here
I can't be surprised to find
Your eyes are open wide
And that I have inspired you

And when you come back
Don't say a word
I know
You've said this before
Don't speak, liar

No we won't talk
We won't say a word
I know
We've heard this before
Don't speak, liar
Don't speak, liar
Whoa-oh
Don't speak, liar

just when we seem like best friends
you disappear

2008-06-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

2 words about my life :

fucked up

a 15 word post
not bad for a
goodbye

Time to say goodbye - Simple Plan

I just don't want to waste another day
I'm trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me I can't erase
And I can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye

On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down

[Chorus]
It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be he same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're going to drown
(Think you're going to drown)
You just grab your arms around me and pull me down

[Chorus]
It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be he same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

Now I'm gone
It's too late
You can't fix
Your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream
So you cry
I can see
Through your lies
You're just trying to change me
(Trying to change me)

Somewhere in the distance
There's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me
But I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders
And I'm sick of feeling down
So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye

2008-06-15T17:07:00.003+08:00

All again for you - we the kings

I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home

I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Pool-side, stripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again

When you were mine
You know...

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories

When you were mine
You know...

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again for you)
(I swear I'd do it all again for you)

camps over
life's back to BOREDOM
sian la
emoemoemo
14th june was my bday haha
thanks again for the birthday stuff lols
goodnight

Secret Valentine - we the kings

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

2008-06-09T10:36:00.002+08:00

4th day :
1500 free
17.26.__ !!
not bad :D

5th day :
200 free
heats : 2.05.98
finals : 2.05.51
=.=

GREAT
IT'S OVER
FINALLY

now last minute packing for swim camp
rooming with clement D: uh oh haha jkjk^^
it's gonna be SO different from kunming
and it can't beat kunming(:
haha
but it's still gonna be fun
sadly its Jin not Zhou )):
sobs i'm going to die there haha
:p anyway
gotta get back packing

High School Never Ends - Bowling for Soup

HEY!
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!

4 Years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the Total Dicks
All the Stuck-up Chicks
So superficial, so immature

Then When you graduate,
Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!"
This is the same as where I just came from,
I thought it was over, Aw that's just great.

The Whole Damned World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who's having sex
Who‘s got the money. Who gets the Honeys,
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did!
And how did Mary Kate lose all that weight?
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight!

And the only thing that matters,
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're 16 or 35

Reese Witherspoon, she's the Prom Queen
Bill Gates, Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback

Seen it all before
I want my money back!

The Whole Damned World is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's in the club and who's on the drugs
Who's throwing up before they digest

And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

The Whole Damned World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex
Who‘s got the money. Who gets the Honeys,
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same 3 friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Here We Go Again

Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh

HINT :
14/06/94 is?
:D

2008-06-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

Singapore Open 2008

1st Day, Wednesday 4th June 2008

200 Back :
Heats : 2.23.79
Finals : 2.21.82
400 IM :
Heats 5.15.75
(didn't get into finals)

2nd Day, Thursday 5th June 2008

100 Free :
Heats : 59.97 (WHEEE:)
(didn't get into finals, duh)

100 Breast :
Heats 1.19.42
(back to back ):

200 IM :
Heats : 2.28.06
Finals : 2.21.61 (Nice)

3rd Day, Friday 6th June 2008

400 Free :
Heats : 4.21.99
Finals : 4.19.11
(Yeah)

100 Back :
Heats 1.07.??
(didn't make finals was back to back =.=")

4th, 5th day yet to come!
4th day i have 1,500 Free (HELP!!)
5th day i have 200 Free

THEN ITS OVER :DD

Stay Young - We The Kings

Let's burn our dreams into the skyline
tattoo our sweat in tears
forever you and i
hold your breath till we cross the sundown
this is the moment
time is racing slow it down

cause you a feeling i can't deny

we are only here for one more night
so scream it like you mean it
one more time
we'll tear down the building
come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on
stay young

let's light the kerosene tonight
spark up like fireworks
exploding in the sky
kick down the new year and the future
we can't get closer here
the walls are falling down

cause you a feeling i can't deny

we are only here for one more night
so scream it like you mean it
one more time
we'll tear down the building
come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on
stay young

we'll be holding on to this so tight
scream it like you mean it
one more time
we'll tear down the building
come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on
stay young

feel my breath I'm alive
when we're side by side now
this is dedicated to you

come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on
stay young
come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on

we are only here for one more night
so scream it like you mean it
one more time
we'll tear down the building
come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on
stay young

we'll be holding on to this so tight
scream it like you mean it
one more time
we'll tear down the building
come on come on
sing along whoa
come on come on
stay young
we'll be holding on

2008-05-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

Grace Kelly lyrics

I wanna talk to you
{The last time we talked Mr. Smith you reduced me to tears
i promise you that won't happen again}

Do I attract you?

Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?

Am I too dirty?

Am I too flirty?

Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome

I could be loathsome

I guess I'm a little bit shy

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly

But all her looks were too sad

So I try a little Freddie

Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown, I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful, I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you walk out the door!

How can I help it, How can I help it

How can I help what you think?

Hello my baby, Hello my baby

Putting my life on the brink

Why don't you like me

Why don't you like yourself?

Should I bend over?

Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly

But all her looks were too sad

So I try a little Freddie

Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown, I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful, I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself

But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown, I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful, I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you walk out the door!

{Humphry, we're leaving}
Kaching

hello
guess what
i did badly for training this morning
and i was sent home :x
you must be thinking
omgosh
but yea its nothing
lol
erm
then JL ask me bring my mom to afternoon training talk
:p
FORGOT TO ASK >.<
LOL :D
but JL called my mum then she came and we talked
then i trained HARD
LOL JL praised me -.-"
then i was like
HAHA you're joking right? :p
lol okayy holiday not much holiday
everyday two trainings -.-"
NOT fun..
ohwells
in between play la haha
ok gtg mum saying
"you don't wake up for morning again tomorrow you come back your computer not there i don't care ah!"
diao =.="
GOODNIGHT.

why is green mean? ):

2008-05-25T17:38:00.004+08:00

1st Cont. Ass.(15%),
1st Sem. Ass.(30%),
1st combined Mark.

English 62.5 | 63.5 | 63.2
Chinese 32.0 | 23.3 | 26.2
Maths 41.7 | 58.0 | 52.6
Science 59.9 | 45.0 | 50.0
Geography 62.8 | 53.0 | 56.3
History 34.0 | 44.0 | 40.7
Literature 68.5 | 37.3 | 47.7
Design & Technology 58.8 | 53.3 | 55.1
Visual Arts 55.0 | 61.0 | 59.0

Total : 450.8/900
Percentage : 50.1
Results : Passed
Attendance : 90/91
Conduct : VERY GOOD

Remarks : A promising swimmer, Jeremy is urged to pay more attention during lessons and to set himself to higher standards in his academic performance

:P THATS IT
GOOD-BYE SCHOOL(:
IN WITH THE HOLIDAYS :D

"The Best Thing"

It's been a year

Filled with problems

But now you're here

Almost as if to solve them

And I can't live in a world without you now

All my life

I've been searching for you

How did I survive

In this world before you

Cause I don't wanna live another day without you now

This is the best thing

The best thing that could be happening

And I think you would agree

The best thing is that it's

Happening to you and me

All I'm gonna have

Is all that you can give me

And I'll give right back

Everything I have in me

Cause nothing ever felt as right

As this does right now

I'll go back to before we met

Try and erase the past

Try harder to forget cause

Nothing will ever be as good as here and now

Cause when I looked into your eyes

And you dared to stare right back

You should've said "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half"

And this is the best thing

The best thing that could be happening

And I think you would agree

The best thing is that it's happening

This is the best thing (the best thing)

The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)

And I think you would agree (whoooaaa whooaa)

The best thing is that it's

Happening to you and me

Always knew

I'd find someone

I never dreamt

It'd be like this

You've surpassed

All that I've hoped for (and ever wished)

And I'm tryin'

So hard

With all my heart and mind

To make your life

As good as you've made mine

This is the best thing (the best thing)

The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)

And I think you would agree (whooaaa)

The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

(The best thing) The best thing that could be happening

(The best thing) I think you would agree

The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

2008-05-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

walked home with head down
just feel like jumping off a cliff
all over a shit thing
exams

-.- u must think i'm crazy
but i passed and i'm not happy at all
50.1%
SUCKS...

Passed :
English
Math
D & T
Art
Geography

Failed :
Chinese (duh)
History
Literature
Science

SOBS
Chinese is obvious
History just plainly sucks
Literature is just english so didn't care
SCIENCE...
WTF...45%+
diao.. =.="

Freaking disappointed.
don't know whats gonna happen
computer confiscated
so this may be the last post for a long time
sad la...

anyway
tomorrow is a "cross country" run
and it's at east coast park
sian larh
8 must be there for what farking run...
then friday is last day!
7.30-9am is the school hours
after that is

HOLIDAY

Say, hey!

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery" (Hey!)
And bleed, the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protester has crossed the line (Hey!)
To find, the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen? (Amen!)
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men (Hey!)
A gag, a plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

(Hey!)
(Say, hey!)

(3,4)

"The representative from California has the floor"

Sieg Heil to the president Gasman
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang bang goes the broken glass and
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire, setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause, just cause, because we're outlaws yeah!

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday

2008-05-15T19:24:00.007+08:00

Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

zzz diao
maths pass by 8 marks...
58/100
overall out of whole year...52/100
zzzzzzz...........diao...
freaking depressed...
wonder whether gonna fail here too..
sianzzz...
game also server down till 10pm...
tmr got learning journey..
"cannot use phone, mp3, any other device you're have"
WTF....thats like tying us up
and bringing us on some BORINGG excursion..
let me stay home please!
oh i not feeling well...
sian WTFWTF...sigh
someone please talk to me...
emo-ing lol...
B-O-R-I-N-G excursion
might as well stay home...
=.='''
pissed off sia..
whats the point of posting anyway..
bb...

~~~>{=E|M|O=}<~~~

2008-05-12T20:11:00.003+08:00

life is a test
and i'm failing
badly

every problem is a question

God is the answer for everything

if i know that

why am i still failing?

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

hi...
school i freaked out
i thought today was chinese
but it was science
i totally screwed up :s
TOTALLY
sighh..
yea i suck thanks
erm...
tomorrow is D & T
fail la
nvm....
emooo
lol shellie thankss but let's suck together..
liwen how ya doing in ace or did u change? is the china coach good or something
erm yea thats it
gotta study
oh btw wednesday is last paper, chinese paper 2
goodnight

i was born to tell you i love you
ownagebecomenotsoownage..

2008-05-11T16:55:00.003+08:00

1 school sucks
2 training sucks
3 exams suck
4 love sucks
5 some friends suck
6 i suck

so all in all :
life just sucks

didn't go church that's probably why
sigh
i think 1,2,3,4,5 suck because of 6
sigh
maybe it's just me
sigh
*stop sighing*
sigh.......
eff...this sucks
my blog sucks
my blogging sucks
i'm a perfect sucker...
sigh...
gotta get off the computer study for exams
YES I STILL HAVE...
3 more
just sleep during all of them
failfailfail...
bye

i failed you
so i'm jumping

2008-05-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

Dont know why you like cats so much. (remember-; i dont like cats haha.)
haha help you get more pictures soooon.
study okay?

:)

2008-05-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

Check yes Juliet - We The Kings

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight

Lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
Here's how we do

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
Now they can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
Here's how we do

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me

hello everyone
i wish i didn't have to go training
but i did
and saw Zhou haha
he hasn't changed
lol
what if it was Jin who went back to china
WHOOOOOOOO
ownage man slackslackslack
everyday i got tuition haha
well exams suckkk
i'm gonna fail everything cause i sucksucksuck
sighhhhh...
i don't wanna get kicked out of another school
but there i go...out the window...
eh that rhymes hah..
well anyway Amanda's cousin rocks man
hahahha damn funny
oh now i know why i like Zhou more than Jin
Zhou encourages, Jin NAGS & SCOLDS
LOL anywayy i gotta go study...
LITERATURE
this is my own advice
"just write alot of trash but make sure its relevant"
hahahaha who got that advice from me? :D
hahaha alright i gotta go now
bye

EXAMS WHEN WILL YOU FINISH?!

2008-05-06T19:46:00.007+08:00

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

nicenicenicenice! thanks khoo(:
friends hmmmmm
it's true you can't live without them
but sometimes you feel you'll do better without them
i would go beserk without friends
or i'll just be quiet =X OMG
ME QUIET :S
haha that's kinda impossible but yea.
haha erm tomorrow geography
i already know i failed to subjects
Chinese & History
i already know Chinese even though haven't done paper 2
sighhhh tradition
chinese failures
lol got some pictures :

OMG poor pete T.T

COOKIE!? coughcough

(btw thats a wrapper)

someone throw him a rope!

THiS iS SPaRTa!!

2008-05-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

If I Fall - Amber Pacific.

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all
When all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away

How can I say
Say I'll be okay

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

2008-05-06T15:13:00.003+08:00

not going after all
studying for geog.
I'm so bored...
sigh

life's unfairr
i be good boy all i get is
wah, you so good
my brother's are like SHIT to my parents
get everything they want
fuck it man..
gonna go to the lake next to KK hospital
it's nice and quiet there WITHOUT the cars
at night...alright gotta study
sigh bye...

friends are friends forever
when the Lord's the Lord of them

2008-05-06T10:52:00.003+08:00

Sigh....
mom making me go training
haixhaixhaix
but at least Zhou is back(:
hope training is more slack now
but don't know what happens to the other coach =X

~~English Paper 1 Paper 2~~
~~Chinese Paper 1~~
~~History~~
Geography
Literature
Maths 1 & 2
Science
D & T
Chinese Paper 2

Lonely
I'm Mr Lonely
I Have Nobody
All On My Own

2008-05-04T16:17:00.005+08:00

I'm Mad, You Insane,
Together, We Just Make A Lot Of Noise <33
last night nothing happened okay
forget that it happened thx

Anyway, i went church today.
it was okay i guess got to see everyone
although left kinda quickly
didn't really catch up
haha the video during church was HILARIOUS
hahahaha my stomach was hurting
too bad can't show anybody
not allowed =X
church property :p
it's about animals who do all sort of stupid stuff
its was uberuber funny
hahaha can die watching that

TOMORROW IS CHINESE :S
I'M GONNA DIE
20/100 anybody? Lower? Fine
(: definitely gonna fail
SURELY
i'm so nervous
omgomg lol

anyway today was damn funny
at like 3 something
on msn (including messenger plus)
sher pretended to be me
and i pretended to be her
and we talked to isaiah
but knowing isaiah
he's too
~~coughdumbtounderstandcough~~
smart to get tricked(:
hahaha funfun
hahaha now trying to study
boredboredbored!
studying makes me bored lol

haha PLEASE TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE
thanksyou ppl(:

2008-05-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

sorry

2008-05-03T17:26:00.002+08:00

hello
pon morning
pon afternoon
training sucks
i was high just a few minutes ago
but it all ended so quick and i'm just sitting in front on my computer stoning
i'm REALLY alone

thats why i'm thankful for friends
i HATE this feeling
all alone
no one to talk to
freaking bored
thats why there are friends
not that friends are always there
but they try to be there for you

now i'm alone because
the usual group i talk to
are well
studying
thats why i HATEHATEHATE MYE
sigh

"It takes 150 tress to produce enough paper that we use in ONE exam
Help us to save trees"
"SAY NO TO MID YEAR EXAMS"

I bet a lot of people are saying no
well it won't happen
SIGH WHY DO I FEEL SO EMO NOW....
nonono
cannotemooo
arghh..
helphelphelp

let me check again

Monday : Chinese PAPER 1
Tuesday : History
Wednesday : Geography
Thursday : Literature
Friday : Maths

NEXT WEEK
Monday : Science
Tuesday : Design & Technology
Wednesday : Chinese PAPER 2

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AH

2008-05-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

HEEELLO!

thisisnotjokomo!

this is someone really cool. hahaha.

2008-05-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

Love is beautiful
Love conquers
You Know Why?
GOD is LOVE
and love is you(:

Thanks so much(:
you know who you are
I TOLD YOU NOT TO
but you still went through the trouble to cheer me up
THATS WHY YOU ROCK(:
Your the BESTEST BEST friend i could have
:DD
i no longer feel stress
i'm am totally relaxed
thanks to you :D

English today was okay i guess
went training haha
ZHOU PLEASE COME BACK :DD
i can't take it anymore
i can't talk to Jin
she doesn't believe my excuses
or maybe Zhou just lets in HAHA
:DD
NOT ALL MY EXCUSES ARE LIES :P
haha gotta study CHINESE ON MONDAY :S
haha goodbye

Don't Give Up
It's Just The Weight Of The World
When You Heart's Heavy
I Will Lift It For You

Don't Give Up
Because You Want To Be Heard
If Silence Keeps You
I Will Break It For You

Everybody Wants To Be Understood
Well I Can Hear You
Everybody Wants To Be Loved
Don't Give Up
Because You Are Loved

Don't Give Up
It's Just The Hurt That You Hide
When You're Lost Inside
I'll Be There To Find You

Don't Give Up
Because You Want To Burn Bright
If Darkness Blinds You
I Will Shine To Guide You

Everybody Wants To Be Understood
Well I Can Hear You
Everybody Wants To Be Loved
Don't Give Up
Because You Are Loved

2008-04-30T14:37:00.005+08:00

once again happy birthday sheryl,
hope you enjoyed your little party with your family
aiyo never keep any chocolate cake for me)):
haha joking :P sms more in school! :D

so, i'm officially freaked out
i can't study
i'm DEFINITELY gonna fail
I'm gonna be stuck at sec five when you're are saying :
"eh poli life so fun!"
i'll be like yeayea whatever...
AHHHHHHH
EFFFF THATS NOT IT
okok...calm down..
whose up for training?
NOBODY
haix...
i don't even feel like eating
thats pretty normal actually but not for lunch :S
omgomg...........
nvm gonna TRY study
oh btw, my dad asked me to watch iron man tmr
AHHH and i said yes :S
see what i mean by distractions

okays good-byes

When I'm Gone - Eminem

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These ~~fuckin'~~ walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

2008-04-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

i went for training
BIG MISTAKE
It seriously put me in the wrong mood
i can't freaking study
I'm like..on the edge of emo-ing?
love is so depressing
life is unfair
Well, i'm ugly nothing i can do about that =X

so training, IT SUCKED
i haven't come in like 3 days
and i still could chiong for kick and 12x50
i couldn't move for 30x100
JL still scold
say i nvr come now slower than sean
wth man
might as well i just
quit swimming,
quit piano
and just be a fuckin' bum?
quit school become gangster?
wtf man..
this life is just SO depressing...
can't change it now though..sigh
just gotta go along..
gonna do English paper now
good-bye

Anyone else knows how one way love feels?

2008-04-29T15:13:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY
SHERYL TAN HUI NING (:

Happy 15th birthday!

so sad that your birthday is around MYE
but maybe you can celebrate after that?(:
haha GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS((:
haha and come training more often
hope to see you soon yea

we'll now about SCHOOL
sucked
it wasn't worse
but it was same as yesterday
haixx
I STILL CAN'T FREAKING STUDY
WHY!?!?
Ahhh TOO MUCH DISTRACTIONS
bleah
well
one thing's for sure
i can't even emo
NO TIME :P
haha anyways
got 13/15 (top) and 6/13 for last 2 maths tests
and 2nd in class for Science test 18.5/30
okok i MUST try and study
BYE(:

2008-04-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

i can't study
i can't sleep
i'm so nervous
ahh help me!

rhymes doesn't it
but it's true
i can't seem to
sigh

i just want to be on the computer talk to you
but you're never online
when you are you leave so suddenly
then i have nothing to do

well
English paper 1, 2 on Friday
(Next Week)
Mother Tongue Paper 1 on Monday
History Tuesday
Geography Wednesday
Literature Thursday
Mathematics Part 1, 2 Friday
(Next Next Week)
Science Monday
Design & Technology Tuesday
Mother Tongue Paper 2 Wednesday

i'm gonna die
all my maths revision papers NOT DONE
helphelphelp
stress
depressed
what else could POSSIBLY go wrong?
MUGMUGMUG
i can't take it anymore
efffff this
i'll see what else goes wrong tomorrow

POWERPOINTS OWN(:
Hope you liked it(:
and it meant something(:

2008-04-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

O
M
G

YESTERDAY WAS THE MOST FUN DAY EVERRR
I MEAN EVERR MANN
okay let me tell u

i was sitting at home playing computer at around 12
when i called Justin Goh wondering how to download a game
Bryan (birthdayboy) picked up
BUT I DIDN'T KNOW
I THOUGHT IT WAS JUSTIN
thats where it were it all went crazy
they invited me to go to SICC and do some crap
i got there we ate some noodles and fried chicken

then went to swim
DARIUS YOUR RUGBY BALL IS FREAKING UNLUCKY
1st time : Confiscated by teacher (twice)
2nd time : Almost got run over by car
3rd time : Fell into construction site
4th time : Got stuck on top of a water fountain
Totally unlucky

haha then we went to sushi teh
too crowded went to Starbucks
then went to 7 eleven with Justin
then we went to wheelock
and ate at N Y & C or something
Me and Bryan shared three amigos
he drank LEMONADE i drank 7up
IT WAS ALL TREATED by someone haha
then we walk around and took pictures!

haha went to sleep at 12
didn't go church today
too tired
:P

PICTURES :
FRIENDSTER

2008-04-24T17:26:00.003+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
(thanks again esther :p)

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

decided to pon training to do work
but decided to blog
cause i'm bored of work
i'm sick of life
omg esther u made me more emo :\
don't feel too bad
i'm happy you gave me those songs to emo :S
LOL that made myself laugh
" ooo i made a funnie"
BLEAH freaking emo now...
my phone bill gonna be paid today
SIGH

maybe i'll call someone tonight ((:

omg i just don't feel well la...
rainy days make me emo

we'll let me talk about school (bleah)
well D & T (Damien & Tacobell)
we are chionging that now cause need hand in tmr
some project
besides that got math's exam papers (last years NAN CHIAU PAPER HAHA)
and something else...
today was chinese listening compre :S surely fail
TMR IS FRIDAY END OF THE WEEK C'MON
then it'll all be alright
one more day
we'll i gtg go do work
bye-bye

2008-04-23T19:32:00.003+08:00

Taylor Swift - The Outside

I didn't know what I would find
When I went looking for a reason, I know
I didn't read between the lines
And, baby, I've got nowhere to go
I tried to take the road less traveled by
But nothing seems to work the first few times
Am I right?

[Chorus:]

So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside

You saw me there, but never knew
I would give it all up to be
A part of this, a part of you
And now it's all too late so you see
You could've helped if you had wanted to
But no one notices until it's too
Late to do anything

[Repeat Chorus]

So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside

today's been alright i guess

class was slack
swimming was kinda slack
now just slacking :P
haha
hmm my phone cant sms
can't call
so sad
can't sms in school!!
thats how hopeless i am..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
anyone got friendster <<< add me
UBER BORED SIA
bye

EMO no more

Odd one out

Me & Jie (:

Cat & Man emo-ing (haha)

i'm emo..i just want to be alone

2008-04-22T19:51:00.002+08:00

Today not bad
Training JL say i not bad!
WHEEEEEEEEE
HAHA

oh btw,
my phone bill :
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM
can't sms
sighhhh
HOPE TO BUY NEW PHONE SOON
:p

school...okayy
i don't feel well though
sigh
EXAMS MAY
OMGOMG
STRESS

i just need a good emo
but i promised (:

2008-04-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Goodbye (thanks esther)

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

I'll Never Be Emo Again
If I Could Have You
I Can't Stop Thinking There's A Chance
But I Should Know We'll Never Follow Through
Haix...life never seems fair

2008-04-20T18:08:00.000+08:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,

He said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...

and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,

and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face

the boy grabbed her arm and said...

You're not pretty,

you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever,

I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die..

2008-04-20T08:52:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY
ALYSSA LESLEY LIE FONG HUA

Haha all i can say is :

IF YOU WANT GIFTS,
COME BACK HERE!!!! :DD

HAHA hope you're getting along with your new friends
maybe you're celebrating with them
but have fun there okay!

-missing
-you
-always

2008-04-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

Faber Drive - Summer Fades To Fall (SFTF) ::

Yeah

I count down the days until we say goodbye

I wish there was a way that i could just stop time

forever, remember

summer nights we spent together

on my car, counting stars

just wishing I

could stay(I know we only met a month ago)

with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)

when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)

I'd stay(I should have known that this would come and go)

with you(and now we'll only get the afterglow)

when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)

far away from you only time will tell

when your back in school will you meet someone else

remember, forever

summer nights we spent together

holding hands, making plans

just wishing I

could stay(I know we only met a month ago)

with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)

when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)

I'd stay(I should have known that this would come and go)

with you(and now we'll only get the afterglow)

when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)

everytime I think of you

I dont wanna face the truth

why wait forever knowing we may never follow through

guess I should get over you

but I cant let go so soon

why wait forever knowing we may never follow though (I'll wait forever just for you)

I count down the days until we say goodbye

I wish there was a way that I could just stop time

just wishing I

could stay(I know we only met a month ago)

with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)

when summer fades to fall(whoa whoa)x3

yeah(whoa whoa)

I should have known that this would come and go

and now we only get the after glow

when summer fades to fall

hello peeps
nvr blog for long time
but not many ppl care haha
anyway
today went SCGS carnival
not bad, really crowded
haha FUN FAIR
sometimes not fun and the food price isn't fair haha
but yea its okay :)
went with clement
then he came my house
BUT had to go training sadly
haha
saw many ppl
met new ones
Clement's RI friends tried to crash the audi's haunted house haha
:) thanks rach for inviting me haha
haha the dedication is me and clement's idea and the song was clement's
haha
training was BULLSH*T
JL made me redo 400 free pads
then saw Zhou before he leave
haha he anyhow just give me a free cap
so nice
gonna miss him man
okay THIS is quite long
byebye

2008-04-15T20:04:00.001+08:00

Steller Kart - Activate

Here's the plan
I think I got it made
Life is easy
When you're sitting in the shade
Not too hot not too cold
I think that's what I'll be

Now I'm nervous
And I've come undone
My head is spinning like the earth
Around the sun
I feel you drawing me away
From my complacency

I think I'm ready to go
Don't stop 'til everybody knows

This is the purpose of my life
This is, the reason I'm alive
Don't have time to wait
Activate, activate

There's a world out there in need
Now is the time for you and me
Before it gets too late
Activate, activate

Make a move
'cause talk is really cheap
You'll never start a revolution
In your sleep
Showing love to everyone is what
It's all about

One by one everyone activate

2008-04-11T20:36:00.001+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=fgy5TqQ8Itw&feature=related
Dear Girl,
I REALLY like you

2008-04-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

omg..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRLRSXd4fzA
touching..

2008-04-10T16:31:00.002+08:00

i hatehatehate school
i just freaking hate it

SCHOOL SUCKS BIG TIME MAN
i just want to relax..

well forget about that happening..

life don't suck?
it does..

forget it..bye

2008-04-08T15:14:00.003+08:00

hello
i'm fairly bored right now
i shall just post

NAPFA 5 STATIONS :
Standing Broad Jump : 218cm
Sit & Reach : 39 (sucks)
Inclined Pull-ups 27 (pass onli la)
Sit ups 58 (lol)
Shuttle Run 10.3

All together 4 A's 1 B (sit & reach)
which = GOLD
lol
anyway going for training soon..super bored
haha like omg i didn't know some ppl end school like SO late haha
poor thing xD
ok then bye

2008-04-07T19:13:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW IS E-LEARNING
+
NAPFA 5 STATIONS
SO........that kinda rocks haha
today was kinda shit but got through it
Jin keeps up with her usual scolding
it's becoming a habit

Well so tomorrow after FULL SESSION morning training
i go home ~~PLAYPLAYPLAY~~ i mean WORK
then 11.15 go school
NAPFA finish come home
~~PLAYPLAYPLAY~~ i mean WORK again

haha ok cya

2008-04-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hey
Went morning training
got scolded again by Jin
This is getting to be a habit? haha

Wanted to NOT go afternoon
but its either dun go and dun play or go and play later
so yea i went
and now i'm playing
haha

TOMORROW IS CHURCHHHHH
CAN'TCAN'T WAITWAIT
LOL
some of you might be thinking whats the deal with church
why you so excited
well
it's because it's fun,
you spend time with God
you're with really good friends,
and you just have a really good time
thats all there is to it haha

WELL GOING TO GO PLAY
BYE

SFTF OWNSS X)

It's not that they forget me,
you forget someone sometimes
but talk to them later
but it's how fast you forget me
that hurts

2008-04-03T19:55:00.003+08:00

Everything was fine.

i guess i was just over-reacting

haha

Well today was fun

1) School as usual (bleah i guess)
2) Had NAPFA
AFTER THAT it was lightning thunder all the shit
Then got home at like 5
Then got on the computer talktalkplayplay
yea

TMR got morning training
UBER SIAN OF MORNING TRAINING ALR
sighh but will have to go
and can't wait for church!
Church is starting to own again
EVEN THOUGH the FUEL is quite boringggggg
all the kiddykiddy games =X
but it has meaning i guess haha

okay gtg bye